abbreviations

ASL - Age/Sex/Location
att - Any time today
afaik - As far as I know
afk - Away from the keyboard
aka - Also known as
asap - As soon as possible

b4 - Before
bbl - Be back later
bfn - Bye for now
brb - Be right back
btw - By the way

cio - Check it out
cul8r - See you later
cya - See ya (goodbye)

dltm - Dont lie to me

f2f - Face to face
fwiw - For what its worth
fyi - For your information

gg - Good game
gl - Good luck
gmta - Great minds think alike
gr8 - Great
gtg - Got to go
gtgb - Got to go bye
gtsy Glad to see you

hth - Hope this helps

idky - I dont know you
idst - I didn't say that
idts - I don't think so
imo - In my opinion
iow - In other words
irl - In real life

kit - Keep in touch

L8r - Later
lol - Laughing out loud
lmao - laughing my @$$ off
Lmao- laughing my @rse off

m/f - Male or female

np - No problem
nw - No way

oic - Oh I see
ootb - Out of the blue

plz- Please
pls - Please

rotfl - Rolling on the floor laughing
rtm - Read the manual
roflmfao - rolling on the floor laughing my fuc*ing @$$ off
roflmao - rolling on the floor laughing my @$$ off

sol - Sooner or later

ttfn - Ta ta for now
ttt - To the top
tx - Thanks
ty - Thank you

wb - Welcome back
wys - Whatever you say
wysiwyg - What you see is what you get

yw - You're welcome

ohoiiii..sory my blog..quite a long tyme i don't write here..maybe busy with my unconsequental activities...har3..last week i've go to bukit merah laketOwn resort..at last mnjadi gak trip y x diplan nyh..syok abes..i 've memorable experience with bomerang..har3..love it so much..i rse like nak mati ja...rupa2nya idop ag..that tyme wani n fairoz with their bf..umi ngan erfan..huk3..ain n i just alone..har3..terpkse being a les for a while..then nseb baik i de ajak boy gang...de gak kawan2..wlawpon x mnyelerakan..har3..
..now i feel that facebook is no more interesting social utilities for me as every day days n night asek main menatang nyh ja..quite bored at home again n again..n everytime i on9..the same story wii appear..the same story..same chat buddy..wekk..nk muntah..
..days by days i feel nothing in my life is useful..including me..har3..dont know why...mmhh..ok i want to change my life..chane..change..yeah..hopefully..coming soon

iklim :aduhai seribu kali sayang

Berdosakah diriku
Terpaksa melepaskan
Cintamu yang serapuh
Dahan nan kering usang
Yang akhirnya kan patah
Terhempa gemeretap
Oh sungguh memilukan
Tak dapat ku bayangkan

Seribu kali sayang
Sangkaku kan ke mati
Cerita kasih kita
Rupanya seketika
Setelah merelakan
Setelah kau bisikkan
Segugus janji-janji
Tergamak kau mungkiri

Apakah sebenar yang terjadi
Hingga kau bersikap demikian
Sedangkan kau
Sesungguhnya percaya
Kasihku tak berbelah bagi

( korus )
Aduhai
Tak sanggup ku kenangkan
Semua telah nyata
Cintamu gurauan
Datang dan hilang
Semahu hatimu
Itulah falsafah
Pegangan cintamu
Namun harus kau ingat
Hati yangmanakah
Selamanya kan sabar

..halOoo..

today when i open my eyes,my brain scatter again ...it's all about my annoying kitten..actually this kitten is too strange as its respiration canel is not supporting itself..quite sad ler to see it can't breath in proper way...but deep in my heart(cehh)..i love it so much as i start advocate since small and it was my bedfellow..har3..but every morning it start meOwing at my ear...as it want it's breakfast..lawan tokey lak..ak pon xbreakfast ag...

...last day,having a trip to lata tebing tinggi@laketOwn selama..quite interesting and enjoyable evening trip..har3..but the funny is,i don't really prepare and all was tangkap muat..har3..ttibe je kne terjah ngan ain...cilakebabehh..actually at first my mum don't agree last minute plan..but at last she lose..har3..

...soon i'll joining the hundred of school leavers entering the world of the adults..childhood seems to have lasted such a short time and i wish that could last longer ..but impossible larhh...the next phase of my life will require that i choose a career ,at least some kind of employment ,but this was the scariest phase..

but dulu i'm not i'm not inclined towards any career in particular..scatterbrain..most of my friend know exactly what they will study and what they want to do in the future..but not me..har3..but now i've divulge with all this stuff...
alhamdullilah..dulu anything seems all right to me..however after thinking and again i've consider my mom and i'll try not to displease her..
ok now..chow

lEstari~Cinta ItU kEtaWa dAn aiR mAta...

Ketawa dan airmata
Itu sebenarnya cinta
Kalau kau sedih pasti ku rasa
Begitu sebaliknya

Ku senang engkau cemburu
Itu tanda kau sayangiku
Baru kau takut kehilanganku
Begitu juga aku

Ku juga suka bila kau curiga
Itu mengajarku erti setia
Apa pun sikapmu aku terima
Asalkan ada kebaikan
Walaupun sering kau ku tinggalkan
Itu tiada bermakna
Kau ku abaikan

Memang sesekali sikapmu
Membuat aku jemu
Hingga kau takku pedulikan
Untuk menyedarkan

Belum pernah ada cinta
Di dalam kehidupan manusia
Sepanjang masa bahagia
Tanpa air mata...

kUcEng akU BuntEng lagii...

suke nyer....
mummy kucen nk tunggu hari jee..dalam 3 hari lagi dapat baby...kih3...
gud luck mummy kucen...hoho..
doakan dy taw...

livE chaNgEss....

today, i had bought a lovely pink t-shirt and this is my first..tetibe je crave with pinky stuff..If dulu ,i won't pegang bnde2 y ada unsur2 pink nyh...rse cam nak kna samak je ble terpegang..har3..tyme skola dulu,i always jeer pinky girl as for me pink is synonym to pampered and absolutely gedik..sian sume pinky2 girl y kna ngan ak dulu...sorry girls..but that is too old fashion opinion..now i'm feel quite feminine..har3..aura pompuan da msok..
...dulu jugak,i'm really a negative person ..it is so hard for me to think in a positive way..i'll think badly to nefarious and nescient people..lagi2, orang yang ada buat haram jadah ngan ak..mmg kne la ngan mulot lazer ak nyhh..
...one more,i mmg hate good person..especially jack of all trade boy..why they always show their kindness..niceness..politeness???..huh..rimas..actually i know they're good pretender..if girl ,they'll pretending in front boy..vice versa..
...for me bad is just nice what..hate to be niggle it just wasting of time and energy..
but now , i've change a lot now..har3..positive thinker..n love fogiveness..
now,i nk jadi more nonchalant..cool..and i want to explore more..so that boleh pretending like others..har3
...you all x rsa ka hypocryte tu the most important aspect in life???...its really true..actully all of us are good actor/actress...although x msok dunia seni...in front our friend..teachers..parents..boyfriend/girlfriend..or maybe gay or lesbian partner..har3..we will act lain2 kan...!!...so jom jadi hypocryte as this will help us kan2..ok la..chow...

mOney..

...the part played by money in recent day is so important indeed..for me i'm a materialistic person..biarla orang nak kata pa..the important is i know what i am doing..as long i know i not a hypocryte girl..nnt ble i start study or work,money will be the first thing i cari..based on my experiences..without money we xleh pgi mna pon..Anyway this is just my opinion,others have their own..as long as i get the profit,i'll do even though i might hurt myself or make enemies in the process..takot gak when time and again we hear story of people caught up with this money madness...nevermind..yang penting is money3x..har3..i got to go now..byee

LifE iS pErfeCt if..

1. i 've lots of money..purse sntiasa thick with money..
2. rich and understanding family..
3. handsome..rich..husband@boyfriend..
4. lots of happening friends
5. being love..
6. can do anything we want and buy all stuff at supermarket
7. travel all around the world with family or bf
8. can eat whatever we want and seronoknyer bila berat badan x naik..
9. get best result in every test n especially tyme kne praise ngan teachers n friends..
10. huge house..comfortable room..ada tv,air cond..maid..ogawa machine..har3
11. ramai peminat..

mimpi yang sempurna..

Mungkinkah bila ku bertanya
Pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila ku mulai merasa
bahasa kesunyian

Sadarkan aku yang berjalan
Dalam kehampaan
Terdiam, terpana, terbata
Semua dalam keraguan

[Chorus]
Aku dan semua yang terluka karena kita
Aku kan menghilang
dalam pekat malam
Lepas ku melayang

Biarlah ku bertanya
pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita
dalam mimpi yang sempurna

the most meaningful and memorable song for me..sometimes,our life will face many stage of life..and sometimes its seem so nice and tetap ada y make us changeng..har3..hari2 nak emo..hri nyh nak hapy2 lak ler..maybe esok i nak balik kampong..ade knduri ape ntah..just follow the flow..
...last day i watch a drama at astro,KITA..quite interesting story...about students' life..this make me sad and at the same time terkenang kisah lama kat skola lu..dah la main actress hot2..ok i must go now,nk pegi kdai jap..byee

daily taurus horoscope-7th April,2010

Ok quickly Taurus. Book yourself a holiday right now. Where do you want to go? It's time to go there? Tarry no longer! You don't need a good reason for a break - it's good for you body, mind and spirit. Jupiter is encouraging you to fly away somewhere (or at least take a car or train) and take a load off. You've been working like a dog for six months and you're going to be back at the grind stone in the second half of the year, so take a break now while the heavens support you.

Your 2010 Unique Opportunities!

LakEtOwn tRip..

....this evening,im feel quite disappointed about our plan to bukit merah laketOwn resort...mmula,i nk boicott this trip..it is like an inconsequential trip..lastly i terseronok nak join trip nyhh..har3..cam bodO jee..pstu mlm nyh ain comment kat wall dy about trip tu...it is cancelled...her nephew msok hospital..maybe ade tumor near ovary dy..n some say that this trip might be postpone..aa..biarr la..anytime i can spend my tyme to mandi manda...lg2 main air...haa..

....hoo..tomorrow,my day will be bored as usual..hummm..waaa..next trip ble plak???..
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow..lovely quotes,i had used this quotes since i started my day at mrsm taiping..it really helpful..we must learn all things in every aspect from our experiences..and all the experiences come from YESTERDAY..right??live for today..and i will always hoping to be the best for tomorrow..but the best is YESTERDAY...

yesterday...
all my troubles seemed so far away,
now it looks as though they're here to stay
oh,i believe in yesterday..

suddenly..
i'm not half the man i used to be,
there's a shadow hangging over me
oh ,yesterday came suddenly

yesterday..
love was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away,
oh,i believe in yesterday...
...beatles..

i luv this song...har3

life after spm...

life after spm is a kind suck to me..and i what i'm saying..it supposed to be fun and enjoyable long break..but it happens to be the other way around...huh..im feel so worried about my future..i dont want to suffer in future because of my wrong steps now..huh...i really hope to go for school for another 5 or 6years..har3..it must be an enjoyable day and night...har3..but it will not happen..haaaaaa...
some say that "my mind has no boundaries,it can think whatever it wants"but i'm not agree with this statement as some people has their experience..more or less..people with more ex will have lots of idea..arghh matilaaa...

this morning i had started my day with bowl of ice cream..does its mean breakfast for u????hahh...xkesa la..this is my first breakfast for this week..as everyday i slalu amek brunch je(breakfast+lunch)...har..live is so bored for me..dlu,while still kat skolah..de je task y kne syapkan..lots of members..lots of memories..but now im alone again..har3..btol kte orang..hidop mcm roda....dlu mmg ak nak sume bnde cam perfect..but now im realise..bkn sume bnde that we wants will be ours..and like i'm saying before life does not have to be perfect to be wonderful..but,now my life is not wonderful yet..

andai dapat ku undurkan masa...

Dalam usikku merajuk seketika
Laluku pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Tanpa ku duga
Lilin menjadi bara
Gurauanku jadi dilema prasangka

Kau menyangka aku pergi kerna dia
Yang tak pernah wujud dalam alam cinta
Belum sempat ku jernihkan suasana
Engkau pula yang hilang
Entah ke mana

Puas sudah ku mencari
Ku tinggalkan pesan
Ku kirimkan berita
Agar dapatku temui dirimu
Umpama sebutir permata yang sirna

Andai dapat
Ku undurkan putaran dunia
Inginku ubah semula kata
Dan tingkahlakuku yang salah
Agar kita dapat seiring
Di mercu asmara

Tak ingin lagi
Dan tak mahu lagi berpisah
Bukan dengan kerelaan hati
Penyesalan yang tiada kesudahan
Ku tersepit dalam jerat sendiri

kini...

Dinihari kian ku rasa
Ku imbas kembali waktu bersama
Segala kenangan silam
Bagai berlalu semalam
Hujan membasahi kita
Ku rasa bagai tangisan gembira
Dan burung bagai menyanyi
Lagu cinta

Kini hanyalah tinggal kenangan
Tiada ku rasa dalam genggaman
Hanya terdaya mengimbas semua
Kenangan yang lalu
Tiada kata ucapan di bibir
Tak ku sangka kali terakhir kini
KAu tidak akan kembali lagi

Sejenak ku tersedar pilu
Hanya bayanganmu yang menemaniku
Tapi apakan daya
Tuhan penentu segalanya

Kesal rasa hatiku
Kerna kali terakhir kita bertemu
Tiada ku lafazkan oh kata cinta

my first day...